Someday

Being a teenager is confusing. There are so many things to navigate.

I don't know if you've realized this but I'm a romantic person. Some of my best friends are love stories. I read books endlessly. Some people do pot, or drink, well for me my addiction is reading. But I only read things that promote good thoughts, don't worry. Sometimes I think that I read too much (if that's possible) I start getting silly ideas and creating stories in my head how I want my day to go. I'm only 17, but I want to find my Prince Charming someday. I know he's out there and I wish I knew who he was.

Driving home from work I was thinking how nice it will be to have a companion for eternity. When I'm in my car, I think a lot. I think it will be nice having someone there to share my thoughts with, to hold hands with, knowing he'll love me. Feeling secure is a remarkable gift and one I wish to have someday with someone.

Like I said before, I like to think of myself as an old soul, which makes me different from a lot of people. It's hard to find people who are on the same train of thought that I'm on, but I think I've found some :)

I really think there were specific reasons I was meant to be here in Utah at this time. I've done a lot of changing in the past couple of months, I've grown up a lot. 

P.s. Why does he have to smile at me the way he does? Its no fair :)